There was a lot of pundering on the most high today. From everything I read Jesus was a rebel. He talked to all the people, prostitues and priests alike. He called the people in power out and told them exactly what how the word pertained to them. He looked different and he was different. I bet if Jesus came back today, no one would believe her. They would probably put him in a mental institution. I don't know. Today is a day of thought potpourri. I have a job now and the people are great. There are so many different people. I've decided to try to do a documentary on different cultures. I want to be a "culture chamelion". I want to take a part of everybodies culture. It's almost like my view of all the different religions in the world. I don't think anyone is right or wrong as far as that goes, but I do think somehow, some way we all took a piece away from the whole. I've started over on my "book". Boy! It's amazing how good we can lie to ourselves. I've been celebate for more than two months now and I say it's not bothering me, but on some level it is. Hmmm....I don't truly know why I'm being celebate. I know I want to work on my spirituality and that I need this me time to figure out who I am, but who truly knows who they are? Am I doing it because I still have feelings for my ex? Maybe I'm doing it just because that is just what is being done right now. Maybe I'm way to deep. Just go with the flow. Yeah. I'll go with the flow and let the most high let it lead where ever it may lead. Yeah! That's the ticket!