Today I have a Neo-Soul (new soul)!

I was very analytical about life today. I pundered my place in this universe and I wondered if I was O.K. I wondered if my lack of motivation to achieve the new house or the new car meant that I was lost. I think not! I'm motivated to make a difference only where it matters to me. I don't feel bad because I don't have the six figure salary or new caddilac, but I do feel bad because I haven't made a difference in the life of a child. I want to may a difference in the lives in our children. I want them to know it's alright to have nappy hair and dark chocolate skin. Bascially it's alright to be you, whatever or whoever that may be. I'm frustrated because I'm letting my own securities, my own drawbacks hold me back. I will be alright. I want my kids to have the best, but not at the expense of their souls!

Strive black girl
know you are not enough
but that which guides you is more.